Welcome back!

YAYNESS! Yeozzy is back to tmr! Time flies heeehee. Tmr i go goldenmile tower fetch you and your folks. ok joking. (:

lazy post

Hello.... i'm rather tired, nothing to blog abt. The past 2 weeks had cheers tournament, training at SCGS, and alot more other details i can't remember at all. Went odeon tower for lunch yesterday, great food yummy. went suntec for bookfest, yayness! i loved it as usual:D thanks dad for the vouchers. wanted to go for 5pm church service with mom and sis similar to like last week only dad was absent, but then this week's like this norweigian old pastor. no pastor prince. so missed it. can't wait to go KL on the 24th! i dunno why i'm rather excited about such trips this time XD i'll be missing christmas in singapore, but attending some random church in m'sia instead, according to my uncles and aunties. I alrdy bought some presents for the girls, but not all yet. Still deciding what to buy for the rest. OKAY BYE PEOPLE! NEW MOON ROCKED MAN.

I was forced to do this

Yes i was forced to do so. Minnie introduced to me this super china programme called funshion or cushion? that can let me watch my GG! Yayness! Actually i dunneed your help one lor, because my comp crashed thats why i lost all my bookmarks which has all my links to watch tv series.. Then through this i found out how obiang you are THANKS AH!

Rachel says:
better blog about me introducing tiz to u

Sydney says:
ok
i will say how obiang u are

Rachel says:
WAH LAUUUU
U DAMN GOOD LA
NEXT TIME GOOD TING I DUN SHARE W U LIAOZZZ
U WANG EN FU YI

k bye

You will never believe that i miss you so

Every night i'm going to pray for you to come back, to me. Although i dont show it, although i dont say it, but i mean it. I know Christ will answer my prayers :) How I miss you so, time certainly doesnt heal... You're irreplacable

Amazing like no other

I'm still suffering from post-camp syndrome :( i miss camp so so much! Although i'm still aching all over... Today i woke up at 2pm, had lunch, bible studied, called rach to talk, and now i'm here (: I miss camp... bye people, training tomoro.

Synergy Camp 2009

It's gonna be a rather long post but aiya dont care i doubt anyone will read but it serves as a memory instead =) Camp this year was certainly different, very very much different from last year and last last year. I dunno how to explain about this but for the past few years i've been worrying whether i'll be able to bond and click well with the team since i'm still in lower sec(junior), but for this year, the sec3s were given a chance to plan for the camp. Well admitedly, everything was somewhat a last minute thing cause we didnt really plan intensively much, just several short slack meetings which turned out into chats and shopping. Even the night walk was planned somewhat on the day itself, like who assigned to which station etc but in the end everything turned out well... thanks to everyone who made this camp possible, without all of you the 3 days would pass very very slowly but it passed in a blink of an eye for me. love you guys(:



1ST DAY
Met up with lynette and shermin early in the morning to get MOST(all) of our camp stuff... Almost everything... Grocery shopping was certainly very very tiring from 9-12 but at least we got the materials ready:)

Skip skip skip, my group is Apple(i wanted anus la) which consists of me, lynette, shiyao, jasmine, jasmine, jolina, stella, huiling and kor. Yep. I like our apple cheer lor the apple juice apple pie apple ice blended that one but then we didnt had the chance to do it haha. Teambuilding games, dinner, nightwalk which was super last minute and stuff but it was made possible in the end. I crawled until my knees now still got bluelblack:(


2ND DAY
Amazing race. I think most tiring was running to hougang mall LoL....... yadda yadda got to take pictures with skinny fat muscle etc etc people in vivo city. Quite paiseh lor but managed to complete everything wahahaha and our group got 2nd. Not bad great job:D

Farewell at night, buffet was nice but i was extremely tired like a dog so i didnt really ENJOY it that much despite the scrumptious food:D Farewell etc etc etc songs blah. The sec 4 seniors decided to leave at night, at first i was rather sad about it but luckily they said they were coming back tmr (: but shiyao didnt... :( So anyway regarding the angel mortal thing, i felt SO SO SO sorry manzz... like me and charlotte guessed that my angel was liwen/melissa/jiayun, 100% confirm is liwen and charlotte's jiayun. But in the end wrong ~.~ T.T i felt sooooooooo............................................

3RD DAY
Rock climbing was damn damn damn tiring lorh, i anyhow climb rest climb rest but in the end managed to reach the top of the summit! :D I think i spent the longest time. Thanks to weepin for belaying me and pulling me up when i couldnt, really thanks alot! And to hui si(even if you wont read it i still wan to say), i am really really touched and i would like to thank you for not only spotting me but going the extra mile to give me directions and guidance onto which stone i should step on for the first part. You guided me for a damn long time until i was steady enough to climb up myself. ANd definitely the encouragements and stuff, thanks alot girl seriously no one has ever helped me so much unconditionally like you did. Thanks:D

Abseiling did twice... felt bad cause mrs ho didnt allow -_- but mrs belinda goh did! She so nice lar...

Had lunch , then pack then debrief. Found out my angel was shiyao. I never expected it to be her due to the earlier guessings above but anyway along the way i received many nice crazy cute weird notes from her and even a plastic bottle ahahaha :D and also all the whiteboard writings and stuff. REALLY THANKS ALOT! THANKS FOR MAKING THIS ANGEL MORTAL GAME FUN! =))) I LOVE YOU TOO!!!

All in all the camp was pretty great in my opinion, i dunno how the rest felt about the camp we planned but througjout the camp i really understood unconditional love. Quite stupid right should be teamwork endurance and stuff. But i was really touched by little acts of love by others whom i barely even know to me and expecting no return. Receiving it felt so unbelievable to me until now. How great you people are. I'm really sorry i didnt "care" much for almost everyone or anyone during the camp yea... I'll learn hahahahha ^^

LASTLY, THANKS SHIYAO for being such a great angel! =)
I LOVE YOU!

I'LL MISS THE SEC 4 SENIORS VERY VERY VERY MUCH. To me, there's this intrisic bond i feel strongly about between us. Watching a person leave is much harder than you yourself leaving. I'll really miss the sec 4 seniors, thanks for everything.. EVERYTHING. i love all of you(:

I love movies

I went out last night after a long tiring morning of badminton(my back hurts again) so decided to stay at home today and im gonna pack for camp tonight =) since im soooo freaking bored at home, im gonna type out all the movies i want to watch and am going to watch the ones that are coming soon! YAY :)

1. Avatar

2. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

3. Sherlock Holmes

4. The Messenger

4. New Moon

5. Brothers

6. Valentine's Day

i'll add on to the list soon bye!

Update!

Just a quick update and a brief one because so much have been happening in my life recently! Can't really remember in order and I think I left out some stuff. But I caught 2012 and astroboy. Astroboy was ..... I never wanted to catch a gay movie but it's okay lahh. 2012 was quite boring at the start as it made me doze off. Woke up until the climax started so I missed out on all of the plot haha. 2.5 hours of 2012 was DAMN LONG. I was even counting down to the last hour.

204 chalet was way beyond words. Totally damn fun beyond infinity! Reached 8plus with chengcheng and shermin the free bird. Talked talked played eat with the guyz. They tried barbequeing and starting the fire but took kinda long. So me and chengcheng went to microwave all the food instead LOL. And we koped alot la. Then stupid mingjian didn't let me watch my penguin dad show -_- played cards, went for nightwalk, whole night talk and play, pillow fight, blanket fight, snap everything! And I accidentally slept for 30mins :D I dunno why like so fast then 6am le. Time flies with them! It's been long since I talked to them much can say almost the whole year. Only 1 night but it was indeed memorable and great (:

Went out with the badminton babies to try out amazing race but FAIL cause too lazy XD went gaigai at vivo instead. Camp on sunday! I think I dun even noe the itinerary lorh tsktsk. I hope someone enlightens me! Starts at 12, hope still can let me go church. Ciaos pple

Cooped up at home.

Okay thanks to the chinese o levels I can't go out and enjoy lifezz and smell teen spirit so currently my life is full of boring shit:( Kk gotta go out now lol to celebrate sissy's bdae. Ciao folks

Phobia of feeling attached

Do I have to spell it out??? You are not worth it, you are N-O-T W-O-R-T-H-Y. Ever wondered why until now still a depressing nothingless, because I feel and know you are not worth it. I can if I wan, I will if I wan, and until then I'll fall right deep into the bottomless pit, but I don't want to, cause nothing u do make me feel like it's worth it.. Okay maybe you are, but I just fail to realise it.

Agrhhhhh ask me personally if u wan to noe:D



So anyway, I should and MUST start on chinese asap lar or else I have to bear the full consequences lehh sian. Ya bull crap nonsense studying totally sucks:(